Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 2:15 AM.
Been working like crazy for the past few days and everything has gone well since i started working in events.think i am really cut out for this job as i really enjoy it and meeting new people.Especially when people tells me they enjoy working with me i feel so honoured. While work has been going well some other things have not been going well.I really dunno why i am such a failure in this aspect but it seems that i will fail in this forever.It's been like dat all the way.I am so tired and exhausted to even try again.Odds are always working against me so i guess i be alone forever? Probably that's what god has planned for me. Probably he wants me to work and work to make up for my mistakes i have done in the past to repay my family den he will arrange someone for me.Trying not to get emo when i drink but its inevitable..i am really so tired..
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 5:04 AM.
Emo shit today i just dunno why...nobody will know..
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 3:13 AM.
Picturs were taken on saturday i think and it turn out to be great!!! Although i think my pic ugly but sharon say its nice so i am happy!! haha..Just heard from my friend that my fucking ex colleague been talking so much bad things bout me even after i left the company.she is the biggest bitch i have ever seen and she thinks she is perfect but in fact she is the biggest cunning fox ever!!! I know no point to get so worked up over her but i am so pissed.Hope she will get her retribution soon. Went down to pub today and enjoyed myself today.But pity sleeping beauty a.k.a sharon (lol) not there if not will be better haha. Think she is still in her dreamland now.I had the weirdest dream this afternoon but i shall not elaborate.Just very strange i will have this kind of dream and somehow i feel sad and happy at the same time because of some reasons from the dream.Hope some things in the dream will come true in time to come and of cuz the bad things all don't come. got to have an early day tomorrow working and hope that it will go well!! Still waiting for miss emiko,miss piggy,miss retard,and many names a.k.a sharon LOL to come online but think let her sleep ba. Good night everyone.tomorrow will be a better day!!Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 11:15 PM.
Stayed at home the whole day playing texas on facebook and watching movie..suddenly have this feeling of emptiness inside me and i dunno what is the cause of it..I have to try to maintain my positive attitude if not i will fall again.Please someone help me!!! Yesterday was my first assignment and bloody hell already cocked up.The 2 girls who were supposed to turn up put me aeroplane and i made frantic phone calls for help.Luckily Steff was able to find another 2 replacement and things went well although we were late..Hope this will be the first or the last time anything like that happens...After work went to pub to wish boon happy birthday and drank abit only.Don't really have the mood to enjoy yesterday and i seriously dunno what's the reason.Anyway just glad Sharon made effort to make me not so sians lol . Reached home and chatted with her till around 6am in the morning and went to sleep already.Hope everything will be well for me all the way!!!
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 4:05 AM.
Had a very good day today!! Just started on my new job today as an event coordinator.Dunno if i spell it correctly as i am drunk. Finish a long day of finding girls for my event tomorrow as my friend is throwing me jobs right away!! Dunno why she trust me so much but i will not disappoint her.Finally i have a proper job and i am not slacking!!!! This calls for a celebration!! Went down to pub after work and drank quite alot with my friends.Hope tomorrow everything will go smoothly
and i will accomplish my first assignment.Wish me good luck guys!!!
and i will accomplish my first assignment.Wish me good luck guys!!!
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 @ 3:29 AM.
Had a very boring day form the time i woke up all the way till 6.30pm.Meet Xiao yi and leyln with botak for dinner beside the pub and went to play texas at the lan shop beside the pub.I dunno why but someone seems upset today and for some reason i feel uneasy also..because i always see her so happy and bubbly but today she seem to be bothered by something.I asked her but she dun say so i cant do anything also.Just somehow quite affected that she is upset bout something or just mood swing.I also swing with her haha.. Tomorrow got to go clubbing with Raymond and my brother.hope that my brother's court case on thursday will be fine as i am damn worried but i dunno how to tell him i am so worried bout him.I just dunno how to express myself.I wonder when will the day come when i can just tell my family i love them.But the time seem so far away as its been like this for the past 8 years...Hope one day i can do it.
Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 4:07 AM.
Just back from Orange and can't get to sleep.My sleeping timings are totally opposite as i think Sharon gave me her virus.Drank quite abit today but still feeling fine.Saw some photos of the time when i was in army and memories began to flood into my mind.Although it was the most "xiong" time but it was truly the best time of my life.
Going through shit training and everything in the army with your friends are the things that Singaporean guys will never forget ever.
This 2 pictures were taken when i went to Thailand for army training.Miss those days when i am so slim LOL. But anyway really so fun to train overseas and when we reach to the top of a mountain the view was magnificent.You can never do this in normal civilian life.Really miss my army friends but we rarely contact each other.How i wish i can turn back time to go back to that period of time.Another day has passed and yet i am still doing nothing.Feeling quite lousy at times but luckily there are people around me to cheer me up.People like Raymond,Xiao yi,Lelyn and the person who keep scolding me retarded.You know who you are hor Sharon.OOPS.Paiseh i said out your name.Muahahahahahaa.OK jokes aside.I made this promise to myself.by the end of OCT i must find a job.I have slacked for long enough and if i keep going on i am afraid i will become very lazy..Hope GOD will show me a way out soon.CIAOZ!!
Going through shit training and everything in the army with your friends are the things that Singaporean guys will never forget ever.
This 2 pictures were taken when i went to Thailand for army training.Miss those days when i am so slim LOL. But anyway really so fun to train overseas and when we reach to the top of a mountain the view was magnificent.You can never do this in normal civilian life.Really miss my army friends but we rarely contact each other.How i wish i can turn back time to go back to that period of time.Another day has passed and yet i am still doing nothing.Feeling quite lousy at times but luckily there are people around me to cheer me up.People like Raymond,Xiao yi,Lelyn and the person who keep scolding me retarded.You know who you are hor Sharon.OOPS.Paiseh i said out your name.Muahahahahahaa.OK jokes aside.I made this promise to myself.by the end of OCT i must find a job.I have slacked for long enough and if i keep going on i am afraid i will become very lazy..Hope GOD will show me a way out soon.CIAOZ!!
